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the journey may be tough, long and winding.. but it's sure worth the walk
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29th-Jul-2008 12:25 am - passion
passion comes from the latin word "paserre" which means suffer. passion is what a person is willing to suffer for.
25th-Sep-2007 01:35 am - if You want me to....
The pathway is broken
And the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why You brought me here
But just because You love me the way that You do
I'm gonna walk through the valley
If You want me to

No I'm not who I was
When I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise You're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to You
Then I will go through the fire
If You want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When You lead me through a world that's not my home
But You never said it would be easy
You only said I'll never go alone

So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear You answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering Your love put You through
And I will go through the darkness
If You want me to

When I cross over Jordan, I'm gonna sing, gonna shout
Gonna look into your eyes and see you never let me down
So take me on the pathway that leads me home to you
And I will walk through the valley if you want me to

Yes, I will walk through the valley if you want me to
21st-Dec-2006 12:49 am - expectations
my worst enemy.
8th-Oct-2006 11:31 pm - heart rate monitor
bought a heart rate monitor watch about a month ago.
i never really believe in the heart rate monitor. and i use to say that those people who use heart rate monitors dunno how to pace themselves.

but i was so wrong.

i used it last night. and its really effective at keeping me from running too fast and allowing me to keep a fairly constant speed throughout the workout. and after the run, i was not exhausted like my other runs before.

i guess i'll be using it quite frequently. and work towards a better workout, so that i can keep myself in good shape.












i wonder if they sell a heart rate monitor for the emotional heart?
8th-Sep-2006 01:05 am(no subject)
Rachel is a real girl. The list was taken from her website. Rachel is a typically unique and special young local woman. Keep in mind that she expects everything on the list simply because she has vagina.
  1. 5'8” and taller
  2. Dark brown hair with brown eyes/blue eyes
  3. Handsome
  4. Muscular
  5. Weight depending on height – not skinny, not fat
  6. Good sense of humor
  7. Dimples
  8. Cute laugh
  9. Sensitive
  10. *Affectionate* in front of friends
  11. Gives me lots of attention
  12. Outgoing
  13. Popular
  14. Friends with my friends
  15. Nice smile
  16. Straight teeth
  17. No facial or body hair (except legs n under arms)
  18. Pierced ear(s) if any
  19. Not too many tattoos if any, better if none at all
  20. Likes to cuddle
  21. Likes to party
  22. Takes me out
  23. Grabs my hand to hold
  24. Kisses me unexpectedly
  25. Dresses nice (*ABERCROMBIE*) hehe
  26. Has a good job
  27. Tells me he misses me when we're not together
  28. Makes me laugh
  29. Open minded
  30. Polite
  31. Holds doors for me
  32. Opens car doors
  33. *Romantic*
  34. Likes all type of music
  35. Likes going to the movies
  36. Talks to his friends about me
  37. Looks into my eyes when just laying there on the bed
  38. Gives massages without me having to ask
  39. Plays with my hair
  40. Calls me to just say hi
  41. Tries not to argue
  42. Apologizes for when he does wrong
  43. Says what he's feeling
  44. Has a car
  45. Has a dog
  46. Has a family that likes me
  47. Compliments me
  48. Is tan
  49. Doesn't curse all the time
  50. Wants to be with me as much as possible
  51. Comes over unexpectedly
  52. Wakes me up with a kiss
  53. Same age or 3 years at the most older than me
  54. *Trustworthy*
  55. Patient
  56. Likes to shop
  57. Has good manners
  58. Doesn't smoke
  59. Occasionally drinks
  60. Athletic
  61. Is on time for dates
  62. Calls back later when he says he will
  63. Lives close to me
  64. Wants to meet my family
  65. Treats me like a princess
  66. Has a cute butt
  67. Good kissable lips
  68. Good kisser
  69. Good memory
  70. Does special things for holidays/birthdays/anniversary/etc
  71. Intelligent
  72. Has direction
  73. Creative
  74. Likes everything about me
  75. Committed
  76. *My best friend*
  77. Respectful
  78. Mature
  79. Persistent – Hard working
  80. Likes walks on the beach
  81. Likes just staying home sometimes
  82. Writes me songs/poems
  83. Likes to dance
  84. Has a sexy voice
  85. Cooks for me
  86. Likes to show me off
  87. Calls me or introduces me as his "girlfriend" not "Rachel"
  88. Likes to take pictures
  89. Flirts with me in public and in private
  90. Puts up with my mood swings
  91. Comforts me when I'm sad
  92. Doesn't say “sorry” all the time when it's not needed
  93. Sticks up for me
  94. Likes animals
  95. Sends me flowers for no reason
  96. Ignores my imperfections
  97. Surprises me (good surprises)
  98. Doesn't ever yell at me
  99. Likes picnics
  100. Likes to clean
  101. First to say I Love You
  102. Listens to me
  103. Smells good
  104. *Doesn't lie*
  105. Likes kids
  106. Makes me the center of his world
  107. Not in trouble with the law
  108. Isn't a goody-goody
  109. Doesn't stare at other girls
  110. Doesn't talk to other girls more than me
  111. Doodles our names on paper
  112. Likes to draw
  113. Leaves notes on my car
  114. Let's me go out with him and his friends
  115. Will hang out with me and my friends
  116. Puts pictures of me in his car and wallet
  117. Gets jealous but not too jealous
  118. Dependable
  119. Doesn't hang up on me
  120. Calls me babe, sweetie, etc
  121. Calls me cute pet names
  122. Isn't conceited
  123. Isn't a penny-pincher
  124. Likes sports and going to sports events
  125. Likes to play board games/video games and lets me win
  126. Doesn't play mind games
  127. Doesn't just think about sex
  128. Cares about world issues
  129. Doesn't make me cry
  130. Leaves sweet voicemails/text messages on my phone
  131. Isn't shy
  132. Has hopes, dreams, and wishes
  133. Not opinionated
  134. Will watch chick flicks even if he doesn't like them
  135. Can spell
hmmm.. interesting..
maybe to all the girlfriends out there, there's no perfect guy and you know it.
instead list out the good things in your boyfriend that makes you happy?
8th-Aug-2006 10:27 pm(no subject)
"movies dont always tell the truth, dont always enlighten, dont always inspire. what they do on a fairly consistent basis is give you an experience of transcendence. they let you lose yourself in somebody's else story. and sometimes in losing yourself you find yourself, or at least , a part of yourself. it may be a part of yourself you didnt even know needed finding. it may be a wounded part or a callused part that you find. it may be a very beautiful part or a very ugly part. a part that needed to grow up or maybe a part that needed to go back and become a child again. a part that needed to understand, maybe, or to forgive. or maybe it was a part that needed to die, or maybe on that instead needed to be born.

movies give you the opportunity for a couple of hours to look at somebody else's life. and sometimes that can change you."


taken from, 'Windows of the Soul' by Ken Gire

2 paragraphs of great wisdom. movies apart from its fairytale lvoe story where cute, handsome gentlemen and beautiful ladies are partners and spouses.  and the many romantic things couples do without much quarrels and arguements. indeed they let me lose myself in many  times more than 1 character in the movies. and in losing myself finding myself.

just watched a movie shopgirl. read the online rating, not too good. but i find myself lost in the 3 main characters. discovering and rediscovering things in my life. things which i'm disappointed with, things which i hold strongly too. beyond description i would say.

a time for everything? yes, this movie is a movie in season. after everything that has been happening to my life recently, this movie was watched at a perfect time.
31st-Jul-2006 10:13 pm - Why God Made Teachers

When God created teachers, 
He gave us special friends 
To help us understand His world 
And truly comprehend 
The beauty and the wonder 
Of everything we see, 
And become a better person 
With each discovery. 

When God created teachers, 
He gave us special guides 
To show us ways in which to grow 
So we can all decide 
How to live and how to do 
What's right instead of wrong, 
To lead us so that we can lead 
And learn how to be strong. 

Why God created teachers, 
In His wisdom and His grace, 
Was to help us learn to make our world 
A better, wiser place.

-Kevin William Huff

21st-Jul-2006 12:43 am - broken dreams
looking all around me, i see the tragedies.. 
in the faraway land of china being hit my typhoon bilis. 
in the neighbouring land of indonesia struck by earthquake measuring 6.8 on the ritcher scale.
across the planet where waves of heat fires over the land
the lost of lives, loved ones.. and some, homes...

the cries of these people are so loud. in fact deafening. 
crying out to the gods above..
their hands are reaching out to the heavens.. and it seems so far so out of reach..
all they hear are the echos of their cries..
broken and lost they remain..

help rendered by the compassionate deems futile to the many affected..

some view this calamity as a natural disaster.. movement to air/water masses and tectonic plates.. 
some view as a wake up call from God/Allah for their wayward living..
some view it as a warning call through the natural disaster..
some others are oblivious of what's even happening on the other side of the planet..

also in the life of my dearly loved, alone in a foreign land with nothing much to eat, and a dear family member seriously ill..





teary nights and dreadful days..
at the end of their broken dreams.. 
who will be their open door?
16th-Jul-2006 11:05 pm - love
God created man with the capacity to love.
Love is based upon one's right to choose to love.
We cannot force others to love us.
We can make them serve us or obey us.
But true love is founded upon one's freedom to choose to respond.

-billy graham
15th-Jul-2006 11:58 pm - changes
"are you afraid of changes?"

yes i am. i'm afraid of changes. (who's not  afraid of it?)

changes are inevitable, but also necessary.  changes take us out of our comfort zones and stretches us. changes brings us into new territories which we've never travelled. they test our faith, our trust, our love, our patience, our perserverence, our endurance, our dedication, our determination, etc. certain changes may break us, but it's only after we are broken that we can be molded into something better.

change is definitely painful. its hard to look beyond the pain at the possible fruitful outcome.
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